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heartfelt. it was totally heartfelt. and totally unexpected.

i just....my heart is bursting with... something. pride? happiness? joy? something.

i really expected Sho, Ohno or Jun to read the letter. but Nino? OMG...

i couldn't have asked for a better ending to my summer. i just...thank you Arashi!

*dies*

my Vox is looking lonely...

...and so am i.

i miss my old life. i miss Arashi. i feel like a doormat sometimes. school has taken up most of my time. i feel like a slave to it. i feel so tired all the time. homeworks, projects...i don't even have time for myself anymore! T__T

finally able to catch up on all the shows. half of the time i'm cracking up from all the boys' antics. they really are retards. but they make me smile. :D

i'm looking forward to this weekend. my parents are out for the next three days. they left this morning, which makes me extremely happy! no pressure, no one to bother me, no one to look after me. stress-free weekend is bliss! <333

Maou tom! YAY!! at least no one will be home to bother me! no dad to scold me while i'm watching Arashi shows. no one to use the computer...i tell you, i've never been more happy to be alone.

i just realized this afternoon...the DAL DVD won't come out till next year. at least i have time to save up for it again.

hope everyone has a great weekend!

*whistles*

wow...its been awhile since i've written a post here. and on such a bad..time too.

first, lemme just get this out of the way: damn you Firefox! why do you hate Vox so much?! >__<

second, i just found out today. and i found out in the worst possible way too. when you're lucid, lacking sleep, caffeinated-less and you've just woken up, Ohno's scandal is not the best news to wake up to.

i found out abt it the worst way in school (of all the Goddamn places!). a classmate told me. i didn't even know there was another scandal not until she told me. the weird part is how i acted/responded - all calm, cool and collected. (i was subdued because i wasn't awake yet...)

it doesn't really bug me as much. i must admit that it did anger me a bit. drug use or allegations of drug use is something not to joke about. its not funny. but then, as the day wore on, common sense and logic (my common sense and logic) finally got the better half of me.

think about it. if Ohno Satoshi did smoke drugs at one point in time, it would've affected his health and judgement. drugs have negative side effects that can kill brain cells and damage one's health. from what i see, Ohno is someone who is not only smart but also ambitious. he has that technical creativity that only certain people have. i've seen it in his artwork. he has that combined intelligence of an engineer and visual artist. someone who has that and uses that kind of intelligence can't work if he's doing drugs.

i don't know. i stand by my belief that he's not doing drugs or is a drug addict, whatever. this is just another ploy by the tabloids to sell. i mean, yeah, i understand, those guys need to work to earn and make a living but...making a living at the expense of others??? am i the only one who thinks this is wrong?? am i the only one who's a damn optimist/idealist here???

regardless, it doesn't change how i feel. i know the truth and so do the fans. that should be enough.

(i still do not appreciate coming back into the fandom from my semi-hiatus and this is the first thing i find out about.)

*sighs*

...all i can really say is, thank you twisted logic. you never, ever fail me. ^__^

i just heard it this morning. a friend texted me abt it.

what's this i hear abt Sho in an accident? i heard he got injured during rehearsals...is this true?

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dude, YesAsia was late...

...or maybe that's just me. DX

it arrived yesterday morning. i kinda freaked out when i saw the FedEx bus cos i thought my mom saw it (she didn't). haven't properly listened to it much except for the solos. i can honestly say that i love all of the solos except for Jun's. there's something abt his solos that really just doesn't click with me. Ok, maybe Yabaix3 was catchy enough and I Want Somebody was 80s cool (that was the only one i actually liked) but...i'm not really feeling Naked (or Rock with Me, for that matter). i am curious though as to how he's gonna perform it onstage *shudders*...

...okay. now i'm kinda scaring myself. yikes!

my Time DVD finally arrived today. it came several minutes ago.

i wasn't expecting it to arrive one day early. i thought it would arrive tomorrow (as it usually does). CDJapan is being nice to me this time. :D

my mom got pissed when she saw it. i didn't actually tell her abt it so i guess i deserve her wrath.

i'm wondering to myself why am i still here, blogging abt it when i should be watching it right now...

...i guess i still haven't gotten over the "shock" factor of it. I've been staring at it in wonder and amazement, as if i'm seeing something for the first time. ("Wow...the DVD is so pretty~")

(a huge thanks to greyhavens for helping me buy it!)